Tuesday, September 9, 2008

day 2...iNDIA

day two time 3 00 pm
current mood : well best described by the song i m listening to yellow lemon tree... song goes like this "I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree "
morning was okie woke up realy really late 10 to be presice: made tea all by myself freshened up and went to clinic , nothing new there same old shit different day did two extractions some rcs some tp...dealt with some wierd complains and came back home .....
was readin a book called "our pasts" it basically dealt with
revolt of 1857, civil disobedience movement , non cooperation movemnet , tribals under british rule makes me really wonder how lucky i am not to be born in tht era .....i dont think our generation would ve ever been able to do wht these guys did...some how i guess all of us have lost our national pride no one seems to bother bout the glorious past the immense sacrifices our ancestors suffered.....readin recent papers , marathi pride , orissa voilence , jk unrest makes me wonder wht have we achieved with this fredom ????? wht was the point in making an independent indaa.. a pan india when there no sense of national pride among its residents .... who cares chal ne do jaise chal raha hai ... empty talks aint gonna help any cause still felt bout writing bout it....gtg have some wrk in vashi ll be back soon cya bye....JAI HIND

Monday, September 8, 2008

hi ppl starting my blog once again after a veryyyyyy long time,current mood: well feelin sad amby left today dunno how i ll be able to manage now tht he has gone for nthr 2 yrs it was kind of nice to have him around for these past two months mom was also happy with him being here....but any ways thts life for you you dont always get wht u want .......saddest part i didn`t even go to see him off to the airport beacuse my clincs????? man my frnds are true i ve really turned into an uncle but on second thoughts just like he has to go for his career same way even i ve to go to mine so ppl call me uncle chachu kaka whtever i dont care ;) coz thts how world works.....
sitting here alone in my room for the first time in past two months thinking bout all the fun we had man i m already missing my lil bro , although this time i didn t cry ... being an uncle has its perks lol ...
any ways i cant sit here being depressed ,sad, low about those things which are not in my hands; so i aint gonna coz like chetan bhagat said in one of his spechees being depressed frustrated are the reason we loose our spark so no more negative thoughts i ll put on some good ol hendrix , zepplin and get back to life and reignite ma spark